Laptop-a Ｍindly nuisance

Oshahiburi! owh this objects is normal for others in the sense of assumtion that it is mere object...for me they are a problem that had being lingering in my mind for some time....

Owh i m an online freak myself..after school i would rush myself to the computer room and poke my nose in front of the free slow comp just to statisfy my hunger for onlining! for Heaven sake! i even sacrified my lunch time and homework time just to online..(my main concern are friendster and email) So lame.....huh?Its me anyway.... What so ever, I just need to be connected to the outside world from time to time just to kill my boredome...plus the sense of longing for my friends home is the next catalyst to my craving of onlining. ....that all about me roughtly in technology aspect... owh music too ..!Cant leave that behind from including it as the main reason for me to online.....i also borrowed from my colleagues, Firdaus, then Khairy (both are Petronas scholars like me-i will go in detail later)after he bought his.

Secondly, now since that it is winter and it is end of 2007, in Tokyo there will be sale evarywhere..especially for electronic stuff ranging from ipods to kitchen electronic tools....including laptops.....the sales is always tempting (according to my seniors) and i found out that it is true...So here my main story begins...

With these 2 main catalyst which send impules to my brain pushing every cells to construct this main idea that i need a laptop myself....before this i kept on borrowing and i have the sense of guilt for using deliberate others' property....this was the next reason which trigger me to have a laptop of myown...but my problem is that the freedome to access into internet at anytime worried me to an extend where i had to think and ask for advice from all. Its was a unbearable suffering i had........"....if u need it u buy.." my mum said..."you have money rite..buy r" others said.......but the inner me said that "..if u buy you cant control yourself...you will be a savage, violently rob the benefits and hurting your education aspect....and you wont suceed in your dreams...".

But.......... after much hard consideration i eventually bought it... a Toshiba dynabook! its not that expensive since there was discount and some points with able me to redeem a printer of other item..which propose to buy important stuff with it.....

It is a disaster and and also a breeze to own a laptop....the next thing i need is the power to constrain myself and derive my self from the too much freedome to online.huh! thats tough!