Thursday 15 April 2010

Lady Gaga The mOnsTer Ball tOur

Just dance, gonna be okay

Da da doo doot-n

Just dance, spin that record babe

Da da doo doot-n

Just dance, gonna be okay

D-D-D-Dance, dance, dance, just

J-J-Just dance…..

Stop callin, stop callin,
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor.
Stop callin, stop callin,
I don't wanna talk anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor……

I m sure some of you are familiar with this lines…its LADY GAGA’s famous Just Dance and Telephone lyric….. n she is in TOKYO!!!!

Lady Gaga spotted in NARITA airport Tokyo on Tuesday...on her beg Hermes Birkin beg (around USD5000) is a message for her fans, that said 'I love small Monster, Tokyo love' in Japanese alphabet Katagana.

Guess what?!!

Me n my friends are going to Lady Gaga the Monster Ball Tour concert on this coming Saturday!!! (although the ticket really burn not one but holes in my jeans)

For what it is worth, this will gonna b my 1st time attending a concert, a real big huge concert by an international ARTIST…btw we r talking about GAGA…a very talented lady..gaga…..m I m her big fan…not too obsess but yet I love her disco pop songs..they really know how to make me move my BODY!

I just cant wait! Like now the only thing in my mind is LADY GAGA songs n all about her upcoming concert…in my mind, are mostly about the outfit I m going to put on…(seriously I m so in trouble for neglecting my studies..…Lucky I hv just start my new semester; x to worry ) BTW,this kinda worried my sister n some of my closes friends… The comments are all over my post.. They r aware of my academic situation are r concern of me. …note for u all -I appreciate ur concern, don’t worry, this will end by this Saturday nite…

I just wanna dress into something loud,outlandish, flamboyant fit for her concert like those of House of Lady Gaga….but of course its must b a male version one ..i don’t want to dress up like a drag queen..(oh no!!!)….to bad i m running out of time n source as the concert will be in 2 days time,frustrating!!! Should have prepared earlier..…

Actually love designing costume. During my juniorhigh school, I did design the props for my drama team as well..and I feel that the work of creativity is so much FUN!! Even.I have had a dream of celebrating Haloween but at home, we don’t really hve the chance to do so...

Maybe I m gonna to get smtg simple yet weird, out of the MAN world weird..

YOU B THE JUDGE ..haha..

LOOKS like i m gonna dress for an early Halloween…I guess… wish me luck!

Thursday 8 April 2010

Down~~

Baby are u down down down down down ~~
downnnn~~,DOW
Nnnn~.
even if the sky is falling in
down


by Jay Sean ...love that..bt this post is different...

Damn, this feeling has resurfaces again after my tedious work of suppressing it.And to my dismay, this one piece of intense feel-not-good part of feeling just reemerge to overtake me.. agian like it always do..

After days of feeling good about myself n contented of my being ,a simple question from that someone has robbed it all...that is an enquiry bout my last sem's result.
 
The moment he had asked it it felt like cold wind being blowed into my skull,leaving a void space, that later being filled with dismay n despondent.


Its heavy now..my head .I m feeling like submerging myself in the dept of the deepest ocean , hiding myself from the present of my peers..I m ashame!!! Coz The fact that my last sem!s result which is not a thing to be proud of,more to be ashamed of, has somehow striped my ego(men hv strong ego u know)..huhu

Thus the feeling of down arises...which in my case could be define as the feeling of regret.upset,and shame.. those things that had been hunting me since EVER!!

To me, it is so depressing when it come to be defeated in academic coz now my only concerned as a sponsored student is studies!! I m defeated by my peers n my own expectation.. even though i dont really have high expectation of myself(not that I m lack of confidence) bt I m trying ot be realistif of my own ability..

Btw the main thing now is the damn feeling...DOWN! Everytime I flung in exams due to my carelessness..or realized that I mindlessly hurt someone,or if someone said smtg hurtful, or i missed someone badly , instantly my happy-go-luck mode be swith off into dark gloomy siri mode!!!

And the worst part it..it seems to turn on the I-MISS-EVERYONE mode as well!.. this is the time I would reminisce all the good times i had wif my old pals or of someone I used to loved.....bt all the time, I would be missing home!!

An hour ago,thanks to that someone who loves butting in wif the question i dislike most...'how was ur grade???'...now I m so in so much pain! I m emotionaly suffering... :(:(:(:(

BUT one thing I learned from the teaching of the great man , the Buddha is that, feeling do constatntly flunctuate,n it is impermanent ...its u, as the comander of the ship , to hve the ultimate power to meneuver it safely or to let it drift into darkness....

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BUZZ!!! someone jez buzz me on my YM...n its AzT....a friend of mine(jez knew)...the doomes-day feeling has transformed into a bringht-spring daylight!

I m thrilled!! :):):) ....c feeling does change...

I m so into chatting now....bye2...XOXO :p

Friday 2 April 2010

Disappear....missing u oulz!

'I try to reach for you,

I can almost feel you, your nearly here

And then


You disappear

Disappear, disappear, disappear
You disappear

Disappear, disappear, disappear'

one of my fav lines...

somehow this song kept on playing in my mind...
It kept on trigger my subconscious mind to remind me
of someone
i used to love thinking of...
plus the lyric kinda fit my situation right now...


Anyway,I come to love that song n some other songs from
HOney B's latest album 'I m sasha fierce'
since i got to know this bunch of friends of a bff of mine..know what??
During the whole time lepaking at their appartment,
they played B's songs at full blast over n over non stop...
the concequences....as above..

These new friends of mine r cool ~~kowt??~~~
...spontaneous...n lively!
Their personality r flamboyant n natural ~hypocrite at times~~.
Plus they dont mind what others think bout them.
(They can be very noisy,i mean BIG time noisy!!)

They enjoy curses n being cursing n
making fun of each other in an acceptable manner....
they r hilarious like a good comedian,
always sending me laughing for hours..
I do really enjoyed hangout with this
bunch of people n dearly missing them
very much...

COZ

That is the moment when i m myself(myb)....
i need not pretend to be an invidual i know little of..
a person who to the eyse of others a normal lame person...
n poyo as well..hahah..also..
i enjoy laughing alot!


Even the shortest words they uttered would tickle me sending me
laughing through out the night...
even the thought of their saying or statement
would send me giggle non stop...


My fav was their joke using the L alphabet..
coz it spell out a lot of funny words..bt mostly in BM..
n they would tease one another using it!



So thank A,B,I,C,N,T,Z for making my Spring Holidays
the best ever n despite we just knowing each other,
u guys accept me as one of u guys..
THANKS .. hope we would meet again one day..
most probably this Summer..hehe

ありがとう!!

ps;even if T says no,I will pecah msuk umah uolz gak!